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yamiyugilover2000:
Hearing the ceo speak on how he had felt about her leaving for school in another country.. She frowned as her face had a sudden look of confusion. She figured after he wanted to know her plans and what her degree was and so on he’d be thrilled.
“Ya know I thought you would be very happy about this. But instead you’re upset, this was my top dream a dream that I had longed for since I was a little girl.” She stated in a low voice as she had went on. “Also how was I suppose to tell you sooner when I had decided this long before I met you and had confessed my feelings to you?” She asked.
This wasn’t right and Kara felt like she was being kept from making her dreams come true.
“We’re high school graduates and you’re the CEO of your very own company. At least that dream of yours was a success so can I do the same?“ She smiled. "And you dont have be so quick to shoot down something that can be fulfilled. My dad and my brothers had something planned for my friends and you were included in that. Which they will explain instead of me because I said I wouldn’t ruin the surprise.”
“So don’t be so negative, okay, have a lil faith. If my brother Ethan and his wife Katherine was able to work things out with a long distance relationship, so can we.” She said. “He went to school in Italy while she went to school in Spain and they are still together today. So give US and this a chance and be patient with this. Unless you wanna throw in the towel now before we even begin?” She asked.
So much for trying to communicate how he was feeling. In fact it hadn’t had any effect at all and now felt like Kara was lecturing him further. Maybe turning to face her would be more effective after all? He did just that and was met with an expression he couldn’t decipher if it was confusion or annoyance; the additional uncertainty causing him to flounder in his emotions even more.
Somehow he kept things calm, determined to get through this without reverting to aggression. “I never said I wasn’t happy for you. Nor have I suggested that you don’t follow your dreams either… As for telling me sooner…” Ignoring his fears was proving to be harder than expected. As he paused to draw breath he lost a hold of the calmness he’d been desperately clinging to. No! I can’t do this. I NEED my defences back. I can only get them by pushing away…
Snakiness now entered his voice and his eyes narrowed, "Geez, I don’t know; if only there was some point you could have taken the opportunity to mention your plans in a conversation? You know, like during all of those days and weeks when you were living in my home? Was I not a worthy enough friend to be confided in back then? What about yesterday? Or did you just want to see how much you could build my hopes up before they’d come tumbling down and DESTROY ME!?!”
STOP IT! His mind screamed in a subconscious attempt to try a salvage the situation before it was too late. STOP IT RIGHT NOW!! YOU”RE ONLY MAKING THINGS WORSE FOR YOURSELF, YOU FUCKING IMBECILE!!!
Fists were then tightly clenched, mouth forced shut and he turned as far away as possible from Kara. He had to get a control of his emotions,- of his fear and rage,- before he really said something he’d truly regret. He was already on his second chance and sure as hell wasn’t going to risk finding out if there’d be a third. Many deep breathes were taken whilst his eyes burned, and the nails of his fingers on his right hand were starting to cut into his palm, but he still held himself back from speaking until he was confident that his rage had passed.
“I d-don’t want to fight with you Kara…” His voice shook pathetically when he finally spoke. As much as he wanted to close up and lash out, he knew that to do so would only make things worse. "I-I-I’m s-sorry… I… I take back the snide remarks… I know deep down you didn’t plan this on purpose… but I… It’s just… !” Lips pursed in fear once more. I HAVE to get this out. I opened up yesterday, I CAN do it again today.
The tears were welling up as he breathed deep and continued to explain himself. “With the exception of just two people, everyone who ever meant something,- to ME, in MY life,- they either left, tossed me aside and/or betrayed me… My insecurity is telling me that history will repeat itself and you’ll do the same… As irrational I know it is, I can’t just switch it off!”
Kaiba sniffed and wiped at his eyes before turning to face Kara again. “Your words aren’t doing anything to help ease the distraught either. You mean well,- or maybe you’re just far more optimistic than me?,- but matching our relationship against your brother’s and his wife’s isn’t a fair comparison when facts are taken into account. For starters they were in the same timezone. On the same continent. With similarly structured week schedules and just a couple of hours apart by air or a few more by road.”
He reached for her hand that he’d earlier knocked away and gently squeezed it as he forced a saddened smile. “I barely kept my sanity during the few months we didn’t speak or see each other, so I’m not going to have any of it by the end of those four years… but if you believe we can make it, I’ll fight for it too.”
Kara listened to him as he spoke out on how all this was making him feel as she looked towards him giving him her full attention. She knew what he was saying as she could relate to it perfectly. Once he was done talking she gave him one of her grins and then opened her mouth to speak.
"Seto, I would never betray you even if I wanted to unless forced. But I couldn’t do that to you, I stuck by you and I always will unless you do something that goes against my ethical moral code..” She smirked.
Kara then wondered what about the other they were always loyal to him too and they never betrayed him neither. “More than just two people have been by you, Yugi and his friends they really do care about you just as much as I do.” She told him. “Sure you and Joey get into your lil fits with each other but that’s a bond that only you two share.” Kara was trying to show that he wasn’t alone and that she and their friends were always with him.
When she felt his hand upon hers she smiled at him. “We will be just fine, we got this. We both didnt come this far just to give up what we can work out together. And I promise you, I’m not going nowhere, I’ll be right here.”
Signing off
Be back in January ❤
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